What is your relationship to conflict?

Ok so this is probably my 'During' blog i mentioned a couple of posts ago.

I'd have responded till recently that avoidance has been my default position for most of my life... followed closely by bending myself out of shape to attain some kind of fake resolution for all concerned ('cept myself of course.. so that didn't last lol!)

But here it comes:

So the emotion wells up, and I feel small, and insufficient to the task. Only it's me that's being called upon here, cos the conflicts here, right here, in my lap.
It's traipsing through my life, my days, my day-to-day cos the conflict's with the father of my brood, and we're dealing with the ego-pain of oh-i-need-you, you're-my-kids, another-wombman's-not-taking-them-away-from-me .. etc... goddam... i never did and never would and never tried to and can't you f--ing see that it's that way...
well no, obviously you can't, or we wouldn't be here.

So we take it up a notch. Sit. Breathe. Pray with thought, intention, vision, compassion, discernment. Mighty support, seen and unseen is called upon. And replies with grace. 

Prana flows it's healing balm. Now has it's power and is invoked.

Keep me clear .. I pray to myself.
Keep me sane. Centred.
Breathe.